Learning to wallow in confusion

In class last Wendesday we had a good discussion on some ways to make our papers a lot better and some things that we should avoid.  After that and reading chapter 3 I pretty much wished I could do it all over again.  Not that I would want more homework... But I really feel like I am finally learning how to write well.  I think that maybe my papers aren't really well written, but that they are good starts to help me open my mind for example.  

When I was writing my paper on believing and doubting I found it a little harder than I expected to write about something that I didn't believe in.  But I decided to talk to a friend about it, and it was nice to get her opinion and I could understand a little more.  I hope that I will be able to 'wallow in confusion' a little more to make my writing a lot more interesting.